Empire Of The Senseless

I change my mind again and run back to the Poppy Hotel. I run up and down every floor yelling P’s name. ‘I hate this game! I want to do a shit job at painting these walls the wrong shade of blue. I want you now! I don’t want to wait. I couldn’t give two fucks ‘bout fate’s hand, master plan my ass! I want your hands on my pink cheeks, weeping kicking screaming like the bratty baby that I am. By nature I stood before you. Naturally you turned away. You couldn’t stand the look in my eyes, so you looked the other way. I kept looking, stared straight into the sun. I wont stand for the fate of this world baby girl! I’ve seen the kids. I know what they deserve, and this pile of shit aint even close to it. No! Fuck you and your logical conclusions of past sentiments and present ideals. I’ve seen the future and it is you! Now!’             ‘Its not time yet little Daisy.’ She whispers from 200 years away. I am heavy. I am weightless. I keep running. I fly. I stay still. I hide in the corner of an empty studio on first