Empire Of The Senseless

“Hey P. I’m ready.” She gets on all fours and starts playing with a puppy. “Prove it. I’m terrified. I only see you using my body and leaving me naked on the cement. I only see death here. I only see a dream collapsing in on it’s self. I only see decadent display of flesh and bones. I only see poison. I only see pain. It’s a well-deserved decay that has fallen. I cannot fight it alone. I only see you. I know you are coming. I shaved my ass just for you. Though I don’t intend on giving your fingers the pleasure of control. Not until I know. I need to touch, or it’s not real.” She’s sitting on our living room floor. I’m standing in the doorway. I’ve opened it with the intention of running away. Snow is rushing past my thighs and sticking to her flushed nose. “I don’t want to leave you.” She sneezes and giggles. “Shut the door, will you babe. Why are so fucking dramatic about every little thing. What about taking what you want is so threatening? When did you become hesitant to move on what is yours? Are you asha