On The Edge With April Mahoney

Youtube https://youtu.be/wXIpth2o3B4 https://insideoutmindbody.com.au MY STORY I never really understood why I felt so unhappy, unsure, lost fearful, anxious and unfulfilled in life. On the outside I seemed to have it all, but really I was avoiding and not facing what was going on inside. I attracted a lot of bullying and narcissistic behaviour over much of my life and this caused immense stress, anxiety and wonder about “What’s wrong with me?” I withdrew myself from people and situations, because I feared being hurt again. This in itself created many unconscious habits to protect myself, and never get close to people ever again. On top of that the car accident that nearly took my life when I was a teenager, continued to surface as PTSD. With panic attacks, fainting, fear of driving in the country and more. Something I had hidden from everyone for 20 years, out of shame and embarrassment that I was not coping. Without fully understanding all of this and how to deal with the emotions, this affected my relatio