Empire Of The Senseless

You don’t have to know anything for certain. Its all already known. You are full of regret and shame. But that is because you are so sick babygirl. Because you wake up everyday and choose to play in this shit, over and over again. Because you look your spirit dead in the eyes and refuse to let your body walk toward me. You are terrified! You think my powers have grown in such a way that you’ll never reach me again, no matter how close you let your skin. It’s okay to be afraid of the unknown. It’s okay to be scared to death in a leap of faith. Just so long as you take it. The fear will dissipate, as soon as our bodies touch. When they let go, it will return. My hands force themselves to stretch toward you, again. I’m so fucking scared. I don’t want my heart to know that pain! Again, my fingers find the back of your neck. I am wild-eyed and childlike and scared of nothing. I remember a lifetime in the woods with you running by my side. I remember the fight you swore to take on for my body’s safety. I couldn’t w