Empire Of The Senseless

I climb every tree that I fall in love with. I sit. I sing. I walk toward nothing. I run away from everything. I dance in front of moving vehicles just to make them stop, to make them feel anything at all “Snap the fuck out of it baby! Don’t you want to feel! You cannot go on like this. This is a sickness and your body knows it, with your whole soul kicking your guts from the inside out. You seduce yourself with a memory. You remember a beggar screaming under baby purple sheets. The sound was coming from me. I wanted you to stay inside forever. I tightening my grip around your fingertips as you pulled away. I can’t stay forever. Waiting on a ghost is a waste. You are always by my side. I wrote the contract. You signed. You didn’t tell me, you were planning on sacrificing everything on this physical plane. You didn’t warn me before you took my sight. You packed in a hurry. You took what you thought would sustain you. You stole my light. I rolled over, still half way inside of dreaming. In this one, you never