Note To Self

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In his New York Times bestselling memoir, A Work in Progress, Connor Franta shared his journey from small-town Midwestern boy to full-fledged Internet sensation. Exploring his past with humor and astounding insight, Connor reminded his fans of why they first fell in love with him on YouTube—and revealed to newcomers how he relates to his millions of dedicated followers.

Now, two years later, Connor is ready to bring to light a side of himself he’s rarely shown on or off camera. In this diary-like look at his life since A Work In Progress, Connor talks about his battles with clinical depression, social anxiety, self-love, and acceptance; his desire to maintain an authentic self in a world that values shares and likes over true connections; his struggles with love and loss; and his renewed efforts to be in the moment—with others and himself.

Told through short essays, letters to his past and future selves, poetry, and original photography, Note to Self is a raw, in-the-moment look at the fascinating interior life of a young creator turning inward in order to move forward.


  • NoteToSelf 01 DedicationEpigraph

    Duration: 11s
  • NoteToSelf 02 Open

    Duration: 39s
  • NoteToSelf 03 Introuction

    Duration: 08min
  • NoteToSelf 04 WelcomeToMyHappyPlace

    Duration: 08min
  • NoteToSelf 05 LemonCakesInABetterPlace

    Duration: 27s
  • NoteToSelf 06 UnspokenBonds

    Duration: 02min
  • NoteToSelf 07 ToMyDearestPast

    Duration: 13min
  • NoteToSelf 08 Patterns

    Duration: 43s
  • NoteToSelf 09 TheThinLine

    Duration: 07min
  • NoteToSelf 10 AMindfulMind

    Duration: 07min
  • NoteToSelf 11 GreedAndDesire

    Duration: 18s
  • NoteToSelf 12 YouCantLoseWhat

    Duration: 08min
  • NoteToSelf 13 MisplacedOrgans

    Duration: 03min
  • NoteToSelf 14 LingeringShadows

    Duration: 24s
  • NoteToSelf 15 IWasInLove

    Duration: 12min
  • NoteToSelf 16 Broken

    Duration: 10s
  • NoteToSelf 17 TooHopefulForMyOwnGood

    Duration: 31s
  • NoteToSelf 18 IAmARuin

    Duration: 07s
  • NoteToSelf 19 Seconds

    Duration: 15s
  • NoteToSelf 20 ItWillAlwaysBeOkay

    Duration: 03min
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